Date:	2005-10-09 14:50
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	scared
Music:	Bye Bye Music - Me!!!!

Sorry people...i know...I always start a new journal...don't hit me!!

Anywayz, heres my new journal. More complicated one this time. It's more of a community under a jounrnal. Just go read and find out. It's good for those who loves JRock and JPop, ne?

Either way...heres the link: Ta-dah!

Date:	2005-09-23 21:09
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cold
Music:	Driver's High - L'Arc en Ciel

Heya! I was talking to my friend, Snail, and she introduced a really awesome site to me!! It's called Vampire Freaks, and it's a place where people who are goths, emos and punks meet and talk and stuff. It's really good! -- That's where i met a super-hot emo guy called Emo_Kid_Alert. -- He's really nice and hot ^.^ (Don't let him know i said that!) By the way...my username on that site is designa_kana!! Check out my profile :)

Also, i am working on a layout for my fanfictions part of my journal!!

By-y ^.^

Date:	2005-09-19 20:08
Subject:	Raining... ::: Chapter One
Security:	Public
Mood:	creative
Music:	Driver's High - L'Arc en Ciel

Name: Raining...
Rating: 13+
Artists/Bands: L'arc en Ciel; Kana
Pairings: tetsuxkana
Warnings: Fluffy goodness ^.^
Summary: On a raining night...A certain bass-playing band leader finds a wounded and depressed panda...
Stats: Chapter One

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::: Chapter One :::

"Hai, moshi moshi!" Tetsu greeted, as he ran his hand through his auburn hair. -- He had been sleeping previously, and his hair was a mess. "...Ah! Doiha-chan, why the late call?" He asked, as he looked up at his modern-looking clock hanging on the wall of his well-cordinated living room. -- It read 22:41. "Eh? Now? ...Hmm...Okay. Be there in 10." With that, Tetsu hung up on HYDE.

Going to his room, Tetsu sighed. He really wasn't in the mood to go out for a drink tonight. -- He was tired. But HYDE had insisted. Besides, Ken and Yukkiro will be there too, so he really had no excuses to why he shouldn't go.

Tetsu scanned his wardrobe quickly, and decided on a pair of red, baggy, three-quartered length trousers that had red strips of material hanging randonly. He then sttled on a sky-blue t-shirt.

After dressing himself, Tetsu went to a seperate wardrobe. Inside were a whole range of platform shoes, ranging from trainers to boots. Picking on a pair of black, belt-embellished boots, Tetsu patiently done up each belt, then followed by some excessively long laces.

He then went to the front, grabbing his keys; wallet and a red zip-up on the way.

Locking up his apartment, the bassist of L'arc en Ciel caught the lift to the car park, where his silver Porsche was waiting.

Tetsu got in his sports car and started the ignition. The radio was switched on, and he was ready to leave his apartment and into the busy night-life of Tokyo.

As Tetsu drove amongst the cars in the notorious city, he listened to the radio, wich was just finishing off some sort of talk show featuring Mois Dix Moi.

After a while, an up-beat melody began, and entered a high shrill. Tetsu knew that voice -- it was unmistakable. The voice belonged to Kana. A famous J-Rock artist in Japan. Tetsu often found himself listening to Kana, as the other three membersof L'arc en Ciel absolutely adored her. Personally, Tetsu found Kana's voice out of key, but HYDE and the others insisted that it was her style.

The auburn-haired leader found it hard to concentrate on his driving with the song on, so he switched it off sharpish. -- He couldn't afford any accidents happening.

While thinking of a new song that just sudden;y popped into his head. -- Inspiration comes any time. Tetsu didn't realize that someone was crossing the road.

Looking up, Tetsu saw a girl standing in the middle of the road as if waiting for someone to run her over. Tetsu immediately stepped on the brakes...full force. And luckily, the girl was not harmed in any way. -- Hust shocked, or so it seemed to Tetsu.

The girl just stood in front of Tetsu's car. She had long, cream-pink hair, and bright, florescent pink eye contacts to match. Tetsu cursed himselffor not noticing the colour of the hair if not the girl.

He had almost killed Kana.

Kana stayed still. Why didn't he kill her? What kept him? Kana stood in front of the silver Porsche, as she watched the driver get out of the car. Immediately, she recognised the driver. It was Tetsu, leader and bassist of L'Arc en Ciel. -- A Japanese rock band everyone digged.

"Hey, hey! Are you alright?" Tetsu asked, smiling nervously.

Kana looked at him for a brief moment. She felt sick and her mind was spinning. Kana looked up to the sky, and before she knew it, the last sight she caught was a weak raindrop landing into her pink orb embedded in her eye.

Tetsu was caught-off guard. Kana's head swiftly dropped on his shoulder, as the rest of her body limped lifelessly. He couldn't believe it...

She fainted on him!!

He was way confused now. Who would've expected a night-out would turn into a disaster!? On his mind at the very moment was the idea of taking Kana to the hospital. -- It was the only logical thing Tetsu could do.

As he carefully took Kana back into his car, Tetsu realized something he hadn't noticed before: it was raining. Infact, scratch that, if seemed as if someone casted a waterfall over Tokyo. -- The rain didn't seem to want to stop.

At all.

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Yaya! End of the first chapter!! I know it's short, but hey! I'll make 'em longer as i get better at it ^.^ For now...Please give me some feedback :)

Date:	2005-09-17 10:44
Subject:	Forming a band...
Security:	Public
Mood:	weird
Music:	Mizerable - Gackt -- I love this song too!!

Hey! Y'know...I'm desperate to start a band and to perform in the city, but...I don't have anyone. I could ask the people at my high school -- they all talented, but then i can't meet new people at the same time :(

If anyone wants to form a band with me -- that be great! Just to tell you, i sing and play the guitar, but if anyone wants to be a guitar player, that's cool, 'cause i hate carrying an electric guitar around anyway!!

Just to tell you guys...I like to peform J-Rock or J-Pop music, so don't complain! I really have the urge to sing Gackt or Miyavi or Kana or Hikki's songs, so if anyone likes them, then that's aweseom right on ^.^

Um...I live in Glasgow, Scotland, United Kingdom, so if anyone lives near the city of Glasgow, phone me!! (my mobile no. is in my personal info. section :)

Date:	2005-09-14 19:36
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	Let's party!! Woohoo ^.^

Woohoo, everyone!! It's MIYAVI's birthday today!! Yaya!!

*Happy birthday to Mi,
Happy birthday to Yavi,
Happy birthday to Miyavi!
Happy birthday to Miyavi!!*

I shall go out tonight to celebrate my dear Miyavi's birthday ^.^

Oh yeah!!

Date:	2005-09-12 22:47
Subject:	New Plan...
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy
Music:	Anzen Pin - Kana

Hey! So...I got a really cute Japanese high-school-type haircut, and everyone adores it!! ^.^

Anyway...I have decided to scratch the stories and plans i had previously, and from now on...I shall only work one-shots and only use the names of fame!!

I will be working mainly on these bands/artists for my one-shots: Gackt; Miyavi; Kana; L'Arc en Ciel and Dir en Grey ^.^ Of course, there will be Yaio -- totally obsessed with it :)

Also...

...Only...

...25 hours and 13 minutes until Miyavi's birthday!! Woah! I'm good...^.^

Date:	2005-09-12 00:01
Subject:	DISNEYLAND MAGIC KINGDOM opens at HONG KONG!!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	hyper
Music:	"It's A Small World" - by Twins; Boyz; Yumiko; and Isabella!

Yaya!! HONG KONG's DISNEYLAND MAGIC KINGDOM is now opened!!

Tonight, i watched a Chinese programme about the night befor ethe grand opening of DISNEYLAND MAGIC KINGDOM in HONG KONG. It lasted for ages and there were lots of Chinese singers; actors/actress; and other major guests that atended the evening event.

JACKIE CHAN had the privildge to open the "first lights" to the DISNEYLAND MAIN STREET along with MICKEY MOUSE. It was a really hilarious opening, as the light switched was fucked up and it turned out that DONALD DUCK had hidden the last light bulb that was needed to complete the lighting.

Then there was just lots of singing and dancing. Lots of starts were there, in which some included: ALIVE; ANDY HUI; BOYZ; BRAD KANE; COCO; LEE; EASON CHUN; GIGI LEUNG ; ISABELLA; JACKIE CHAN; JACKIE CHEUNG; JOEY CHENUG; KELLY; TWINS; YUMIKO CHENG; and loadsa other stars (Chinese/Taiwanese/English), but of course, don't forget, MICKEY MOUSE; MINNIE MOUSE; DONALD DUCK; DAISY DUCK; GOOFY; PLUTO; JIMINEY CRICKET; and CHIP 'n' DALE!! Also, the special guest THE MUPPETS!!!!
I wish all people a magical night and may there wished come true.

I wonder if GACKT was watching the show, or is he gonna go?? Hopefully if i DO go, i will meet GACKT there ^.^ Though i have been to the one in AMERICA, so there really is no point to go. Not when you've been to the DISNEY WORLD.

Oh well...

...Anyway...


...I wish all people a magical night and may there wished come true.

Date:	2005-09-11 18:20
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	I am, yes, working hard...
Music:	4th - Gackt

Hello, i have started studying Japanese, so i can speak it fluently as well as singing it, which i have already grasped. I also wanna learn to read the kanji and romaji itself, so i can read all the magazine scans i have collected of Gackt. -- They are in Japanese kanji, yes :(

But, yes...I also wanna say to you peeps who read the first chapter of "Uncertain Choices", that was in my previous entry. Yes, the story may start of with You, but the story is aimed at Gackt and my OC, dig?

Date:	2005-09-10 21:47
Subject:	"Uncertain Memories..." ::: Chapter One :::
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Another World - Gackt

You smiled as he started the ignition of his silver Porsche. He had just finished shopping at the local grocery store, which he and Gackt visited often in disguise...To buy pork belly. You had managed to bargain a lot from what he had learned from Gackt's bargaining skills, so it made his mood enlighten. -- Not that You is ever mad or any way sad to begin with.

AS he drived back to his and Gackt's grand apratment, You began zoning out, while driving at a reasonable speed. Bored, You took out a cigarette from the new pack he had bought, and lit it up quickly, while keeping an eye on the road.

Inhaling deeply, and exhaling relaxingly, You continued to wander in his thoughts, until he noticed a girl rushing across the road. -- Only not quick enough.

You immediately stepped on the brakes with all his will, making the car squeal. Soon the silver vehicle acknowledged the reckless girl with a slam on the rear. Thus, resulting the girl to fall extemely roughly onto the cement road, which cutted her bare arms. Luckily, You had halted the car fast enough to let the girl get away with a few scratches.

Before You was even allowed to ask his concerns to the teenaged girl, the girl had already got up. Staggering over to the car, the girl opened the car's passneger seat and fell in without any invitation.

"Take me...Get me...Me the -- Hell out of here!" The girl whispered breathlessly, as she forced herslef to sit up properly, blood dripping from her arms.

You didn't even think and started driving away as the girl asked. Still inhaling and exhaling from his toxic cigarette, You glanced over at the Japanese girl, who was slouched on the passenegr seat, looking half dead. The girl had long, fine strawberry-cream-pink hair, that contasted with her milky skin. A pair of fake, pink orbs were embedded in her eye sockets. The pink-haired girl wore a pair of khaki, denim shorts; a sleeveless, peach-cloured, summer top; and a pair of platform trainers that were as thick as one of those books You likes to read at night.

During the whole journey to where ever they were going, You and the mysterious girl stayed quiet, yet the silence was unbelievably relaxing. You had already driven past the junction to his and Gackt's apartment, and wasn't sure where he was taking this girl.

"Are you ok?"

You blinked, this girl, who looked as if she was ready to drop, proposed such a question as, "Are you ok?". He couldn't believe that she would even ask such a question, considering that blood was still trailing from both her upper arms.

"Um...Are YOU ok?" You asked in a concerned tone, as he looked swiftly over at the injured teen before looking ahead at the road again. -- He was definitely NOGT ready for another accident.

"Oh? I'm good." The girl asked, sitting side ways and smiling at You in a cute, yet distinctive way. "Why'd you ask?"

You look horrifed! Was this girl for real?? Did the car hit her so badly???? Her arms are gushing iwth blood and she earned herslef scratches on her legs and face, and still she thinks she fine!?

"I'm taking you to the hospital." You said solemnly.

"Eh?"

"I'm taking you to the hospital." You repeated, as he turned a corner and followed signs to the nearest hospital, which was 10 minutes away.

"No, no, no!!" The girl insisted. "I'm fine, really. Infact, i'm so fine, you can drop me off here."

You continued driving, ignoring the girl's reasons.

"Hey! I said let me off!!" The girl screamed, as she started to open the door, while the car was still moving. "I'll jump off, if you don't...!"

Immediately, You halted the car. He wasn't going to watch someone jump out from his car and die, or get seriously injured, if not already injured.

"Okay, but be careful, yeah?" You whispered to the girl, who just got off the car and smiled at him.

"Don't worry, i will. Thanks." She said in a chirpy tone. Closing the door, the girl turned away, but stopped, and faced You again. "Don't smoke. It's bad for your health." She said as she lightly took the ciggarette out of You's hands and tossed onto the road.

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He couldn't belive Ryu actually left Gackt JOB because of a mere arguement they had. It was such a pathetic reason to leave the band maybe he wanted to leave all a long and was just waiting for an opportunity.

Gackt sat by the piano...Annoyed.

Literally.

He wasn't hiding the fact that he was pissed of about the fact that Ryu left the band. Gackt slammed his fists on the piano, conveying all his anger into the sound produced by the hitted keys.

No-one went near Gackt. None of the GacktJOB memebrs: You; Chacha or Ju-Ken. Most people knew not to disturbe Gackt M. S. Camui while he is trying to compose...Or, in this conditon, stress out. Who knows what state they might end up in if they even tried to approach the J-Pop artist.

You; Chacha and Ju-Ken just sighed and continued practicing with their instruments. They were used to this kind of odd behaviour from Gackt. They were deeply in a conversation about their instruments, when the door bell was heard at the front door.

Getting up, You qucikly ran downstairs to get the door, for whoever was waiting outside, wasn't patient. In only 4 seconds, the bell was heard for multiple times. -- Gackt was getting annoyed.

"Coming...Hold on." You confirmed, as he picked the keys up from their coffe table.

Opening the door, You's face was a little shocked, as he saw who was at their front door. "Hey, it's you." He greeted, smiling shyly.

"Hello. I heard you need a drummer."

-Chapter One ::: End

Date:	2005-09-08 17:02
Subject:	Problems...*sigh*...
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper
Music:	Feel The Fire - Gackt!! Woohoo, in English!!

OMG!!

Everyone!! I mean everyone!! There's this freak guy at my school who fancies me!! He's so ugly and acts like a total wuss!! I can't believe he fancies ME!!!! I'm, not being a fool, but...Way outta his league! He's one girly bastard, who, no offense, is like, basically a goon and a poof!!

Phew...Got that off my mind now...

Moving on from that...Yeah, my, my...I finally managed to find a book with a decent thickness, so i could hold all Gackt fan stuff in for the GacktBook!! Yaya for me ^.^ The site shall be up by the 20th of this month...Hopefully. If not earlier!

Also, i was reading Gackt's autobiography, which he wrote himslef. It's really pure and inoccent, so if you are a Gackt fan, you must read it!! Through reading the book, i have come to understand Gackt more and more, so...My fanfictions will be pretty interesting :)

Tomorrow, i shall write the first chapter of "Uncertain Choices".

Date:	2005-09-04 18:36
Subject:	New Fanfiction Data!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy
Music:	Marmaladem - Gackt (nya, nya)

Sorry everyone, it looks like i am gonna have to cancel that plan i had about writing a fanfic for "Another World", 'cause a new idea had popped into my head. Well, acutally, 2 popped into my head!!

Idea #1 :::
Name: Uncertain Choices
Summary: Ryuichi decideds to take a break after having an argument with Gackt. Resulting GacktJob with one member short, a new drummer soon pops up to take over the on-break memebr of Gackt's family.
Sze is your typical, fun-loving, adorable girl, who happens to be GacktJob's new temporarily drummer.
Being the girl she is, Sze soon finds herself recieving attention from a certain pretty violinist, as she finds herself drawn to the charisma of a beautiful vocalist.

Idea #2 :::
Name: "Not Meant To Be..."
Summary: After watching the Utaban Interview with Gackt saying, "Come and get some" for as many time as a fan girl can possibly watch. Yuka decides to pay a certain 400-year old, Norwegian vampire a visit, dragging her competitive friend with her.
After a some-what dramatic encounter, Gackt finds it hard to concentrate with Yuka lounging all over him, yet that was only half the problem, the other distraction was, of course, the bad-girl attitude he recieved from Ce Ci...Will love blossom...?

I think i shall start both at the same time. Most likely starting with "Uncertain Choices" first.

Bye-y ^.^

Date:	2005-09-03 10:33
Subject:	Notice of "Another World"
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Gackt and Hyde - Orenji no Taiyou : amazing song!!

I have just realized that i have over 1000 photos of Gackt, that includes: avatars/icons, photos, pv clips, wallpapers, posters, flyers, magazine reviews, magazine covers, cd scans, loadsa other stuff!! It's amazing really...Oh.

Oh, oh! I think i am going to write a one-shot for Gackt's song, "Another World", 'cause i feel like some ideas are popping up in my mind!! It's gonna be a long one-shot, but not long enough for chapters in my opinion, so...It's gonna be a long one-shot! I warned ya!!

Be back in 2 minutes with the start of the story ^.^

Date:	2005-09-02 18:52
Subject:	I'm in my "Gackt Phase" again...
Security:	Public
Mood:	indescribable

Ugh...I feel so...Confused.

Next year, October 2006, i get the chance to go to Japan with my school, but...I want to and don't want to! it's so annoying! I don't wanna go with my school friends 'cause they don't understand things that i have been doing and...They will keep asking questions and...I don't wanna run into Gackt-kun during my stay, 'cause with the school, they limit your time.

I'm moving when i'm older anyway...I've already applied for Tokyo U, so...It's cool, but...Listening to Gackt...I feel so unaccomplished.

I am in my "Gackt Phrase" again. When i wonder what Gackt is doing, while i am sulking??

I feel like letting death take over again...

Date:	2005-08-28 18:12
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	determined

Ohayou!

I have officially started working on a site for a Gacktbook, yes, a Gacktbook. If you don't know what that is, it's a site where it is used as a fan book. Fans from all over the world will be able to send fan art; fan mail; fanfictions; lyrics; notes; photos; presents; anything via my site and directly to Gackt!

More detail will be discussed later on the future.

Now...Shall you let me stay in peace to work on my Gacktbook that should be up in maybe a month. My first project will be to collect enough fan work to send in for Gackt's next birthday : 2006 : So, if you're interested, please start working on your arts!

I might start a Christmas one too, 'cause i will be going to gackt's Christmas concert at Tokyo Dome this year at 24/12/05!! Then, i could hand him the book directly!! The dream...

Date:	2005-08-28 01:21
Subject:	E-mailing Gackt-kun!!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	energetic
Music:	"Vanilla" - Gackt (Salsa version!!)

About 7 hours ago, i was sitting e-mailing Gackt! Yes, Gackt Camui!! THE Gackt!!!! I am soooooooooooooooooooooo psyched! I knew a way to e-mail him, but i didn't know if it worked, so i never actually bothered trying. But after going onto a Gackt fansite called "Regret", i totally got hooked up on the idea!

It was because i was reading the mistress's update's and she had announced that she had recieved her second e-mail from Gackt and to prove it, she had posted the e-mail Gackt sent her onto the site!

Also, i found over 30 Gackt mp3s; videos; and Pvs!! I'm soooo super-hyper, 'cause of that too!! I found some Moon Child backstage clips; a Salsa version of "Vanilla"; and some game show video clips...Blah, blah, blah! I think i shall be generous and put them in the rotttation i'm gonna have up in my new site soon!

Speaking about my site...It's almost finished! Just need to upload some scans; designs; and pull it all together, then upload it onto my server...And i shall be ready to go ^.^

Date:	2005-08-20 21:08
Subject:	I feel...So...Alone...
Security:	Public
Mood:	depressed...i want to die...
Music:	"Love Letter" and "December Love Song" - Gackt

I dunno why, but...Everytime i listen to Gackt's songs i feel so alone and lonely. It's like...He's part of me and everytime he sings...I feel his emotions, which makes me depressed and sad. I really wanna see him one day. I've been doig some thinking and...Nothing copmes to you, so...I'm gonna work my way to what i want! I want to show everyone my Lolita designs and i will! I will learn to sew and make. I will move to Japan and find my way to Gackt's arms.

Sometimes i wonder...I am a normal person...And i'm sitting about sulking and dreaming of meeting Gackt, then...What is Gackt doing right at this moment? I know time doesn't stop, so...Right at this moment...What is he doing?? I sometimes wanna cry when i think so desperately...Wanting to see Gackt. I listen to his song, "Love Letter" and i watch the Pv for it, it's so...I dunno. I feel that Gackt is so lucky to be able to go around the world, and travel to his heart contents, while i'm stuck at school with a bunch of teenagers who don't understand me...At all. I try so hard to act hyper, don't-care-attitude, and yet...I listen to Gackt's songs and i think, "What am i doing?" I feel so...Sad...So uncared for...No one understands me...I wish...I could just take one step and move right out of this world, but if i die, i can't meet Gackt. And...I wonder will i ever in this life?

I watch Gackt's "Love Letter For Asian Dears" and i listen to "December Love Song"...It makes me feel relaxed, but...I try to cry...Yet nothing comes out. I feel so...Difficult. I want to cry, but...I can't. I can't cry. Not yet.

Sometimes i feel that i'm not supposed to be on this life...I would do anything to work with Gackt...To be near enough the age he his, but...Gackt...He's way out of my league...All i am is a fan girl...I want to die.

Date:	2005-08-15 17:50
Subject:	Freesia - Chapter One
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Marmalade - Gackt!!!!

Name: Freesia
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Horror/Angst
Summary: Maya is You’s cousin, who was invited to stay with You after he heard about Maya’s parents dying unexpectedly. There, Maya meets Gackt, You’s friend, band mate, room mate.
Love blossoms, hate develops, and something eerie is discovered about Maya…


[+++PLANTIUM EGOISTE+++]

Maya stood by the train station, one hand gripping her luggage tightly, as the other hand held her light blue and white checker, frilly parasol. She was waiting for You to come collect her, but during her wait, Maya had became the tourist attraction of Kyoto station.

Everyone stared at her, as they walked past. Maya stood there uncomfortably, in her Lolita outfit. She wore a sleeveless, light material, black, zip-up dress that went above her knees. The dress was embellished with silk frills, long ribbons and neat cris-crossing laces. Maya had pink and white stripy socks on, as well as a pair of black, thick platformed, laced boots. Her look was completed with her indigo hair being brought up in two messy bunches, and the dark eyeliner that encircled her eyes.

"Ugh...Where is You!?" Maya muttered to herslef as she looked down to her boots, not wanting to catch any eye contact with the tourists who were staring at her like she was some freak. But, Maya's thoughts were interrupted when she heard a screeching halt. She looked up sharply to see a Black Ferrari parked right in front of her.

Many girls started running and screaming frantically towards the car, as all their attention was attracted to the driver of the car.

"Wha-? You--" Maya said in a shcoked tone, but before she could finish she was dragged into the car by You, who was sitting at the back seats of the smart-looking Black Ferrai.

"Hey Maya. Long time no see." You greeted, as he shut the door beofre any fan girls could get in.

"Hold on." A low, husky voice said by the driver's seat, which Maya couldn't make out, as she was still trying to stable herself. "Where going for a ride!"

The Black Ferrari swereved at an acute angle, and manage to to not hit any fans, as they drove away from the station. Hitting the highway, the car went full speed, taking advantage of the almost empty road.

Maya pinned down her dress as the wind sped past her. She looked at You, who had closed his eyes, and was smoking a cigarette, but luckily, the smoke didn't get to her, due to the wind blowing it away the second it comes out from You's mouth.

Maya was interested to who the driver was. She didn't appreciate the person's fast driving, and was fealing a little sick. Looking into the mirror, which refelcted of the driver, Maya saw that the guy was Japanese also, but he had a the most abnormal blonde hair ever. It was lightning blonde...Almost white, and it was spiked in a messy style, yet ever so profeesionally. The guy had a pair of slightly orange tinted sunglasses on, as well as lots of really wierd and scary-looking accessories. He had a cross necklace, silver rings on every finger, a big earring, heavy-looking, silver-made bracelets.

"It's him..." Maya whispered to herself.

"Who?" You said, as he checked out the figure of his own cousin. Not that it was his fault that he was tempted to "try out" his own cousin, this IS the first time he's seen Maya in about...20 years, and it was unlikely he remembered her...At all. If Maya hadn't phoned him two days ago to tell him about her parents dying unexpectedly, he wouldn't of even remembered that he had aa unt and uncle...Never mind a cousin!!

The car stopped, Maya looked to see that they were in front of a grand-looking estate. Their was a gold plate adressing: "Gackt & You". Maya looked in awe, as she got out the car, she couldn't belive that she was going to stay in such an eztravagant building! But, she snapped out of her thoughts, as she felt a hand resting on her shoulder. Turning around, Maya saw You looking at her with a sastified smirk.

"Hey, wanna introduce you to Gackt." You said, nodding over to Gackt, who took of his sunglasses to show-off these pair of gleaming green eyes. "I'm sure you've heard of him, right?"

"Yeah...Gackt Camui." Maya smiled, as she fell into a trance with those ever so green eyes, but was broken back into reality when she was offered a cigarette from Gackt.

"No thanks." Maya said through a weak smile, as she turned to face the building again.

"No?" Gackt asked in an amused tone. "Too bad."

Maya breathed in as she walked through the gates of the estate she was going to be staying in. Taking a deep breath. She smelt it. The strong smell. "Plantium Egoist".

One Freesia - End

Date:	2005-08-15 12:39
Subject:	Vol. 17 Lolita & Gothic Bible...Inspiration!!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	creative - yes!! inspiration!!
Music:	Mirror - by Gackt!!!!

YAY!! Vol. 17 of the Gothic & Lolita Bible is here! I'm soooooo psyched that i finally got it in the mail this morning!! I also bought a Lolita Design magazine called "Rococo" -it's a cute name ^.^
And yeah...I'm totally in the rate where i am a total obsessed fan of Gackt!! God...he is sooooo goddamn hot! And i'm known for fussiness when it comes to boys!! I mean, a s soon as i saw Gackt...I was obsessed...he was sooo...beautiful!!!! So demanding, his look was.
I've decided that i am gonna write Gackt fan fictions in this journal as well, 'cause there isn't a "Gackt" catogery at fanfiction.net. But...I have submitted a request for it to the company, so...If you are a Gackt fan, you'll be able to read and write Gackt fanfics, as soon as i get the approval ^.^
The next entry i make will probably be a fanfic chapter!!
xxxSayonaraxxx

Date:	2005-08-14 04:36
Subject:	[+++My Gackt Frenzy...Mp3s & Videos!!!!+++]
Security:	Public
Mood:	"Vanilla" makes me HYPER!!
Music:	Vanilla - by gackt

Would you believe my luck? Yesterday, i was surfing the net, looking for new Gackt mp3s and videos, and i managed to the find:

"Vanilla" musci video;
"Oasis" musci video;
"Mirror" music video;
"Another World" music video;
"Seki Ray" music video;
"Another World" mp3;
U+K mp3;
Marmalade mp3;
"December Love Song" mp3!!
I'm so psyched that i found sooo much! I found some other one's like:
"Beast Of Blood" -Malice mizer;
"Setsuna's Theme" -Angel Sanctuary!!
But...I found more Gackt videos and stuff today!! I managed to find:
"Love Letter For Asian Dears" musci video;
"Todokanai Ai To Shitteita No Ni Osea Kirezu Ni Aishitsuzuketa" musci video;
"Mizerable" midi;
"Vanilla" midi;
"Another World" midi;
"Sakai Story" midi;
"Seki Ray" midi;
"Sayonara" midi;
"12-Gatsu-No-Love-Song" midi;
"Wasurenai-Kara" midi;
I also found a trailer for the movie that Gackt and HYDE stars in. It's called "MOON CHILD", you've all probably heard of it, ya? Well...I've not seen it, and i really wanna get it, so! That's why...I AM gonna get it ^.^ I mean, it's so my type of movie! Vampires, guns, gangsters, friendships, betrayal, GACKT!!
But, anyway...I downloaded the trailer, and it looks mighty delicious! (The Gackt part anyway :)
If anyone would like to hear out the songs, or see out the musci videos i downloaded today AND yesterday, e-mail me, and i'll see if i am generous to dig it out for ya! But, if you're my friend, then that would convince me even more!! The musci viedeos and videos are really rare, 'cause i searched up the most crazy ideas in order to get them!! So...Be nice!!

Date:	2005-08-13 03:50
Subject:	[+++Shopping Over Midnight...The hours which Gackt likes...+++]
Security:	Public
Mood:	Hopefull Shan-Shan is on msn..
Music:	Seki-Ray - by Gackt

I spent the whole night listening to my only 2 Gackt mp3s: "Vanilla" and "Story"!! I absolutely love those two songs! But i'll have to get more...!
Last night...I ordered 2 new Gackt cds: "Black Stone" and "Love Letter" (Japan Edition). And i also ordered a Utada Hikaru cd too! I ordered "Hikaru Utada Single Collection Vol.1 (Overseas Version). I bought last night at 3:42am, aren't i cool...? (Yes, Gackt's favourite hours are 3-5 am in the morning!!)
Anywayz...I was soooo spyched to be getting new Gackt cds that i couldn't sleep, and i knew that the cds won't arrive within 2 weeks, so...I wasn't gonna let myself get a good night's sleep until then! And...The new school term is starting soon...Ugh...!
As soon as the schhol terms starts...I won't be able to talk to my online friends (i met this summer) as often, 'cause they all live in either America or Japan, and i'm stuck in Scotland! Our times will definitely be something...!
But, as soon as i do recieve my Gackt and Hikki cds, i'll be sure to steal inspiration from them, and create new designs for the fellow Lolitas!! And...Of course, i will scan some photos from the cd into the inspiration section, cool?
Be back later...Gonna go on msn, and see if Shan-Shan is on ^.^